<-- You may notice that I do not call these writings, but writhings. That is because to write poetry is one of the most painful acts I know. You struggle for the right combination of words and sounds, and unlike musical composition, the artist is constrained to a linear single-track for the reader to experience... and then comes that writhing again... will they like it? Did I do it correctly? I must say though that writing is a wonderful cathartic release... As most anyone who writes after a failed relationship will attest. I know I wrote my fair share during my first year of college!

This particular work was written probably about a month after Nuncio, submerged as usual... -->

To Discover the Dawn:
A Poetic Writhing in Two Parts

The ground is damp from the thawing snow and the blackbirds call incessantly over the bitter morning breeze. My face is flushed with warmth, and my heart pounds with each cold breath I take, for I have been running all night.

Now ... S l o w l y . . . MAJESTICALLY, the fiery orb floats up from the horizon ... bounding in a sea of colour. Hues of lavender, crimsons, and green swirl up from the air around the swelling globe. Never satisfied with staying in one place they chase the sun higher in their irridescent fury. The birds shrill so loudly that I can barely think, yet ... intuitively, I realize that the colours were always there...
Merely waiting to be discovered.

I SCREAM my existence along with the birds lofting lazily in the sky, or sitting in their tree contemplating whatever they do instead of their navels. The Dawn is here ... within me; if only I choose to see it, and it will last as long as I am able to feel it.

Suddenly, there is no need to run. Nothing in the past is so terrible as to obliterate hope for future days. There is no more need to search. I have found what I have been looking for ...
I have discovered myself.

The mist rises up from the lavender shaded grass exuding a hazy scent of leather, raspberries, and almonds. Even the bee rises up to greet thee as the ever-warming breeze nudges against a single droplet of dew, which glows vibrantly in the slicing rays of the morning sun as it falls ...

 
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Into the pool of your consciousness.

Rolling in the grass...
Lost in the mist...
Falling endlessly into yourself.

Alchemist